Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's gonna to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment, maybe sing with me
All - ah peaceful melody
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This is out fate, I'm yours

Name : Jackson Tay
Age : 19
Brithday : 02 March 1989
Status : Attached


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♥Girlfriend - Eileen
Best Buddy - Clement
Special - Si'en (Sunshine)
Jie Mei - Xin Ting
Jie Mei - Esther
Jie Mei - Elim
Brothers - Mark , Joseph , Kai Wei , Min Hong , Johnathan , Jason , Shafiq , Vincent

So long since i last blog.

So little that I will now type.

It all goes back to square one doesn't it.

Once again another promise will be added to the list.

I cant help but thinking,

I held up my end of the deal yet it's not the out come we both desire..

Seems that no one would and ever will understand.

So i have given up.

This cold heart of mine actually feels quite pain and "suan"

but i guess it might be the last time i'm feeling it.

Think by the time this post got read, I hopefully would have recovered.

Guess u cant really wipe out a person personality with just a 1/8 tank of determination.

I shall just fade out and disappear into the heartless being that I am.

Always , YOURS

I wonder if i really am that good.

I don't think I am.
It hurts.
I could try a million and one ways to bring your mood up permanently, but end up finding a million and one ways to make you happy for that moment.
I lost to a big hello kitty.
Really hope you would enjoy today... really...

Always , YOURS

Simple guy

Simple thinking

Simple Story.

Gone without out a sound, without a trace.

Like shadows in the fading light.

It was a good run...

Always , YOURS

I feel that I'm an on looker these days.

Looking at things from a different point of view.

But sad to say.. there are things which i should look from only my view and not others.

I wonder if i can broaden my thinking and think if many more ways, ways in which i never seem to see that existed.

But now maybe swayed with unstable feelings my point of critical thinking has been failing me.

I really wonder... if you really understand me.. (knowing that these thoughts are bad).

But on a serious note.. How many do really know the true me..

I 've played my cards well enough to hide myself.

But only a handful can see through my masks.

I really need to be stronger emotionally, spiritually, and also bodily.

I lead a simple simple and once again simple life....

Always , YOURS

Whatever i do seems to bring you uncertainty.

Whatever I say brings you doubt.

Everything is my fault.

Seems that no matter how hard you please someone,

How hard you pour out your feelings to someone else,

all is for naught. [ You just get hung out to dry ]

All seems inevitable,

I have to give up my personal interest and well being.

For when I want something in my interest,

I have to think for others.

When I think for others, I forgo my interest.

Don't worry I still be me in the flesh.

Date: March 10 2009
Description : The day I gave up on being me.

Always , YOURS

I don't know what to believe anymore...

Always , YOURS

You could give someone you love everything and receive nothing in return.

You can endue the hardships of life with that someone only to find that it's all nothing but just pure endurance.

Acceptance is never on the top priority list.

I slowly running out of motivation, endurance, acceptance, and everything.

Guess that all that's important to you is my voice, my presence and me being there.

I was once sure... Now I'm just confuse.
I understand you by bit yet i can't seem to see that you try to understand me little by little
I' sick , tired, and worn out but yet you...5 months and you still don't understand me
What else must I do...
Guess this is wad you call tough love.

Always , YOURS

CLOSE ONES.
Esther
Eileen
Lena Ng
Si'en
Xin Ting
Van Tan

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