Thursday, July 31, 2008 ♥ 0.0
Stunned.
An opportunity has presented itself to me. Should I take it? Well it's hard to say.. Shall see what the first month has to offer. I wonder if i really made the right decision. Should it really take off, I would pledge my loyalty to it and shall work under your wings.
Maybe just maybe I will rise and also fall should it fail.
Uncertainty!
Simplicity is what I want.
Always ,
YOURS
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 ♥ Me
What's the point of me doing all this?
What's the meaning of the things that I've done?
What's the point of me even trying so much?
Nothing.
I just do what I feel that I should do.
No more no less.
Yes I 'm human after all.
Yet You don't take notice the fact about that.
I've always been walking towards you...
Yet you don't seem to know that.
Guess a reaction was all I was looking for.
Promises are meant to be kept.
At least I believe so.
Always ,
YOURS
Monday, July 28, 2008 ♥ Square root of 3
This poem best describes me now.
Square root of 3
I fear I will always be a lonely number like root 3.
A 3 is all that's good and right,
Why must my 3 keep out of sight
Beneath a vicious square root sign?
I wish instead I was a 9,
For 9 could thwart this evil trick with just some quick arithmetic.
I know I'll never see the sun
As 1.7321
Such is my reality a sad irrationality.
Always ,
YOURS
Recent events are uber special. T3 opening was a great one if only the rest of the AAR members were also there =( None the less Had loads of fun. Here are some pictures from the event =)!! ^.^
The booth / table that I am in charge of.
Harpist ! Ooo
^.^ Cheryl Fox!
Chin Beng and Me ! Zhai !
We taking a break la ~.~
Sai Kang Warriors! (Unsung Heroes)
AO team USH!
Interns!
Always ,
YOURS
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ♥ Destress outing cum Catching Up
It was another tiring day at the office. Excel excel and more excel. HOW MANY LISTS ARE THERE? Freaking 4. Names here, Names there. Haiz even now still slugging through the lists. Huge chunk of people to add / remove including additions of groups. Simple task one may say but with 900 + pax i don't think the word simple just cuts it.
Haha for lunch had the normal one with jerome then went on to eat with farid and gang. HAHA glasses are ment to wear upside down? WTH haha only janson can think of that la! HAHA WTH!
Had waffles with them at T3 haha Janson's virgin time. XD!
Back to the office for more work names... PSP a while with fidaus haha U cant win a guy who's going to meet a girl for dinner! XD! Then back to more work. More lists need for Denise haha actually only 1 more list but yea it's getting super messy.
Once work was off it's off to meet Vanessa (Tan) haha. Super long never see you sia! My first impression was like WOW! I must say you turn out to be a nice looking fine teen. MY GOD the image of u in sec was like WHAT?! But now it's like WA. Ai Seh! Look wad Aussie did to u girl! XD. Your back image is really really something that i can't comprehend. We walked quite a fair bit hahah as we both weren't kinda that hungry. Ended up speaking and spilling secrets. Haa now u know what's my impression of just before the line ^.^. Ate at Just noodles and my Gosh u left the bowl of rice full! Please la eat leh! KAo...Zzz
After dinner it was a super super long walk here and there without an aim. Welcome to the night life club Girl! uahahah.The things i used to do at night. XD Don't sad la.. you're not really that fat.. trust me... your curves are fine the way they are... *coughs*Bouncy*coughs* Hope you enjoyed the super long walk from the bay to riverside point. I still can't believe that you never been to these places before and worst still not on a date. What's your boyfriend doing girl! Sent him from consuling haha! None the less hope i did spoil the image for a date. HAHAHA surely got some ang moh will pick u up de la XD no worries.
This dec when u come back then we shall do some stuff okies? xD *ahem haha.
I'm happy that I could catch up with u ^.^
Now it's time to get back to work.
See you soon girl!
Take much care.
The answer...
Always ,
YOURS
Monday, July 21, 2008 ♥ Reflections
Give me sometime and I will give u my answer.
I don't know what i really want.
but wad I do know is I don't want to hurt anyone.
Porcupine 's predicament is wad's weight me down.
I am sorry if i ever sent out the wrong signals.
Maybe just maybe, I am not worthy of you people.
It's only me just me. nothing more nothing less. I dont have a lean and fit body neither do i have a smooth and beautiful face. I am not worthy of you. Maybe just maybe I am that coward. i don't know.... I am confused.
Nights...
Always ,
YOURS
Sunday, July 20, 2008 ♥
Well many things to update. But little time to type.
Still quite stress over the T3 opening. IT's comming up next friday. Haiz will everything go smoothly? We shall see... dude settle up ya? One last push and dash for the finishing. WE LEAVE NO MAN BEHIND.
Well Chrissy confessed to me.. >.<
Ok next. It's getting too complicated. I shall take a whole view of the picture before i shall do anyhting.
En- Like i said I' always there 24/7.
Eileen - There isn't much to worry for me.
Esther - Hai Hai Next time those bitches ever take cab u shall show them your claws. They were lucky i didn't sue their asses off for causing hurt to me.
Joseph - HAHA cool incident rite. XD
Eilm - send me your contact lei ... lost your no.
Xt - U owe me one girl .
Always ,
YOURS
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ♥ Time to reflect.
What am i doing these days, I really wonder.
What am i doing all these time, I really wonder.
It's really a mystery.
But one thing is for sure. I will not give up.
Would my determination run out?
Would my perseverance paid off?
It's still a huge question mark.
Maybe just maybe it's not meant to be.
Always ,
YOURS
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ♥ FUCKING BAD DAY
This is the most freaking fucked up day i ever have.
First is was losing my freaking airport pass. WTF. Stupid card holder. FUCK IT. Wad's the point of having that invention when it's suppose to help u keep your card in place. It freaking fell out of it's place la. MADE me search high and low for it. KAO almost made me make a police report and pay a fine of 30$ for it. FUCK NO!
Secondly, I was told to merge another list. LIKE WTF. At first tell me cannot have too many list then now come out with this stunt to stun me WTF. IF management was thinking right from the first step. Things would have not gone wrong. SERIOUSLY WRONG. SO does a degree and some working exp give u the right to like change stuff and impose ideas which are not technically ideal on to someone so that the job can be seen as efficient on the out side? FUCKING no brains rite. Bloody shit. Fine for the sake of it i will take on this shit. You want a job done fine I'll get it done. At the end of the day as long as i don't get your ass on the chopping block the matter is kept unknown.
To the unsung heroes. Salute* Thanks for the time spent and the effort put in. Yes i know u dudes are degree interns and have to endure this shit with me. Cheers to you peeps.
Like i said.
I am not a Leader.
Neither am I a follower.
I'm just one who assists that's all.
This has also made me think. Degree degree degree.. Study all that much but for wad. Would i take a path like that. Would i also be one like that. And also would I want me to be like that. OR is it for the sake of earning a min 3K at the start. *Thinks*
Lastly, it seems at times of panic and confusion + fustration I really have none to lean on. Super wake up call for me. Totally shows how much people are concerned. Shows also that I've no one to fall back upon.... for support. It seems I shall revert back to the old me.
Zero.. I want to become stronger...
Porcupine's predicament.
Always ,
YOURS
Sunday, July 13, 2008 ♥ A stary night for sat, And a beautiful sunday morning.
Went to a kelong on sat evening. And so This is some of the nice stuff that it has to offer.
Sat's Sunset.
Lol ok this was weird. Haha!
The best Gift of the whole trip. Sunday's sunrise.
I guess this trip really made me relax and recharge my soul. Meaningful and Refreshing!
Never knew u could lost a hook at 2a.m and fish back the hook later at 6. HAHA LUCK IS DEFINITELY on my side XD!
Packed week ahead awaits me. USH! Let's rock!
May I have the honour...
若有所失的感觉
我从没有放弃过心中的理想
原谅我
这一生不羁放纵爱自由
Always ,
YOURS
Friday, July 11, 2008 ♥ Friday
Dont u just wish that u could slug hard for one more day and make it through the weekend? TGIF nah... not for me... sighs. With the heavy workload and the uber owning OT time i have clocked... guess it makes no diff.
Lesson lernt: when taking control of the situation, please make sure that power is definately in your hands.
2nd : Never ever let other people contorl 1 or more list.
3rd: Determination is wad makes others notice you.
Last : Most things are done solo better. Even if others want to help stand firm and tell them to stick to what has already being given to them.
Well can't wait for this Sat and also next tues, thus and fri. USH! The ultimate goal will allow me to push on.
Zero I can't fall yet.... I must..hold.. on.. til... she.. comes.. back..
對你付出了這麼多
你卻沒有感動過...
Always ,
YOURS
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 ♥ Attention!
My 9387XXXX no. is now currently down.
Please Msn me for the other no. that i am using now should u need to contact me.
You Have Shown Me Your Resolve,
I will hold the fort even if it means taking the blame.
I will not let you down.
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多
因为我一个人
再给我一点温柔...
Always ,
YOURS
Saturday, July 5, 2008 ♥ Recent Events
A week has passed. And of course many stuff happened. Work was uber. SOP was kinda tough to do. Can't believe it was delayed all the way Since May. Everything was kinda crashing down on me once again. T3 opening invite lists... was definitely a killer! It's like AAR part 2 man! KNS
This time it's so not properly organized. Letters being sent with out recording. Many invitees overseas. MY gosh... how can an event be like that. without proper planing it's sure going down the drain. Zhi rou (covering manager) is super stress up as well. I know its hard as there 's like your own PS work to do... and further more there's this opening ... all i can say is... Yes ... I will help u in anyway I can. Even if it means staying overnight in the airport for a Day or two.
On Tues, Gave Si'en her present, haha she did like it YAY!. XD also ate DO & Me hahaha UBER! SERIOUS! The meat patty WAS and still IS the same! MY gosh.. IT's was like almost 10 years ago. SUPER 5 stars for the bugger. Guess wad it only increased 30c hahaha. Salute!
WED and Thus was kinda busy. With most of the list to be done by the week. Seems my excel and word skills are like getting horned. Hope it helps in the next sem. haha. I wonder if I would do well. Crap... can't think that way..
-Esther- Right... u wont see it comming girl! Not now at least.
-Eileen- Sorry really can't pei u on fri. Haha Next week ba =-)
-ShuQi- LOL friday really can't. However u can go with... hehe shall not say :P
-Marko- Don't have your daily dose of MO MO lei...it's bad. Let "L" , "Siao" and "V" cheer u up ba. Note* I trust u won't give up that easily*
-Van- HAHA come back form Aus to just go KL? NICE ONE!
-Sorida- Yea We meet up next week ba =)
-JO- Wa lu 6 mths then u make your comeback... Plus own me somemore.. wa lu... *watch out*
-Jon- 20 days til u return rite... yes yes just tell me your gate no. K?
-Ment- Anyhow la.. haha LEE's not strong la. REMATCH!
Always ,
YOURS