Thursday, August 28, 2008 ♥ Update!
Guess really it's time I that I finally get serious.
-27/8/08- The day I knew.
To be continued...
Other stuff..
Basically, Went for karaoke Session with a sore throat. ARGH! My most famous song and i cannot hit... DANG! NOOOO.... Today I was totally off for dont know how many songs! ARGH! SHIT how to like... "pei" her tittle sia... I must excell the next time. NO MORE EXCUESES from me. ARGH!
Tml heading back to BGSS Zzzs... Mr. Tng for you i will return.. at least this would be your final year in BG anyway. hahaa Moving on to greener pastures i see, however do you know that the greener ones are those that are watered? XD!
Lastly.. Starting work this sun and my finaly paycheck came in today. =-)
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
让我甘心为了你
付出我所有
Always ,
YOURS
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 ♥ T.T
These days I am troubled over a lot of things. Yet It's so not me. Things really are not really going the right way.
Still... I stand firm.
I SWEAR if he ever hits you, I will lay down with great vengeance and strike with force. I will never tolerate a guy that would hit a lady.
Secondly I am puzzle over this line. "when u r beside me, it felt like no matter wad happens the next second, be it tsunami, earthquake, i will always be safe...." So who does it refers to... Ah... *Think* got to Think!
I don't want to change. I really don't.But it seems that I am forced to. It was never about what I want. Never.對你的眼神選擇了逃避
恨自己 恨自己
有天當我捨棄一切見你
請妳要微笑不語
Always ,
YOURS
Sunday, August 24, 2008 ♥ Sunday Afternoon
Well played pool like just now and dang lost to Esther la RARW! But it's ok... "My Jie Mei --> Esther" = ) HAHAHA Seriously... like my playing style 1 year ago. Haha... maybe then I was at my prime? haha Who knows.. hahha Too bad Jo. Even at my semi-high state can still win u by a game eh. hahaha USH. HAHHA
Ok..moving along to other stuff. Guess it's gona be the period where I am going all out. Seems I don't have any goal to go all out for... none the less... ya... maybe I want something out of myself. Maybe just maybe I am not the ME that you people see me as. My weaknesses are too obvious (plus or minus who knows) and it's about time i should rethink my prospectives. Jo you said simple life my foot right. That really made me think. Would my this weak and boring life ever be simple...
The outcome of that would most probably be determined by my actions ba.
Well these few days are really pouring like crazy. aye.. Well got to meet my cell mates for lunch. Guess I'm ending my post here.
I stand firm on my beliefs and actions.
No matter what I do,
No matter what happens.
I'll Try my best
And be fine.
I vow I make both of your lives better.
Even if it means giving up everything that I want.
Always ,
YOURS
Saturday, August 23, 2008 ♥ 22 Aug
Well.. today's my Dad's birthday.
Ok moving on... Fireworks were great. Nice and all. Can't believe that they were that huge! hahah... no wonder the boats were like so far from shore. Guess all that france did was just spam large large fireworks. I think that thier specialty is the rose one and maybe the three colour large fireworks that spam like crazy (Blue, Green, Red).
Lastly... haha in a way u did set me thinking. Seems i might have brought unwanted weirdness to you. Clarification... aye aye. Think i am thinking off but i should just stay out of sight, later bring u more unwanted trouble >.<". Well the last thing i would like to say on this matter is no matter how things change I'll be the same old me. =)
不理会别人是看好或看坏
我一直都在
你身後等待
偷偷的隐藏著自己
我情愿
现在与未来
能充满秋凉的爽快
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
Always ,
YOURS
Thursday, August 21, 2008 ♥ 2 words
Mission complete.
Always ,
YOURS
Monday, August 18, 2008 ♥ Things
Hmm so far... got 3 jobs that i might do at hand.
A: Relief Teaching
B : Pack Mooncakes
C : Give Tuition
Shall see.. Face is kinda the same... hope it shows a difference soon. HAHA {day 5}
Random drama I watch today...黑糖群俠傳. Owning sia... Ya Tou's new look is really too CUTE! The firey side of her... haha that's new...Xiao Xun also... hahaha Red for the win! Altho the storyline is crappy as the other ones... haha but amazingly I am following the epis.
Here's some pics (can't find the freaking drama single shots)
OWNED!
Eileen- Tell u really nothing wrong with me, and yes... i know u there ...
Esther- haha Oh well... Hehe...S...L...O...W...L...Y M...U...G
Hong - Dude... Relax.. She's your GF... mutual Understanding... As you said.. she how old only.
Shao Ming - I try la. POA haven't touch in 3 years. History and SS confrim "A".
Si'en - Focus. Key to you doing well is for you not to get stressed up and anxious at the last min.
Van - LOL can u even read the chinese Ms Aussie chinese girl. XD!!
Ying Ni - Mei... Trust me la... I not suai in formal.. Many people can pull off 10x better then me. I this type de only got the weapon of personality ba.
Lastly... Sis tells me to get another suit... haiz... see how la hor. Thanks for the shirt tho.
我不敢想的太多
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
我努力调整自己
我静静握着抬头向上天祈求
愿你先找到温柔
Always ,
YOURS
Thursday, August 14, 2008 ♥ Updates
It's been a while.. eh..
Attachment's over. Presentation was kinda...weird. Why must there be so many people watching me present my slides...Aye.. Grading... hmm.. well... An A is what I have worked for. An AD would brighten up my day.
Spend quite a fair bit on my face and skin... Guess looks still matter to me or should i say... if i need to clear this shit up... the good skin comes along with it. I shall see...this through.
Need to think some stuff through as well. It's the holidays for me and yea so far got 2 job areas to work to.. Hmm i wonder which one..
A:Pack mooncakes.
B: Apply to become a relief-Teacher
One thing is definitely true.
Promises I will keep.
我一直都在
你身後等待
偷偷的隐藏著自己
沉默的守护著你
永远是配角戏
Always ,
YOURS
Wednesday, August 6, 2008 ♥ It's gona be over soon.
This friday would be the last day of my attachment. Finally.. Good or bad one may ask... Well both... i guess.
Took a super long weekend by taking off on Mon and Tues. Maybe that was the rest i needed after all. Slugging my way through my report.. and also my PPT slides. Loads of things to prepare. I am so gona make sure that this gets me an A at least... Pannel 2... which lecturer will i get... Hope it's not Chan... XD
Other stuff are currently on hold as of now.Lazy to type more...
就算我再你世界渺小像一顆塵埃
我也會給你我所有的光和熱
Always ,
YOURS