Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ♥ What I really want to say now.
The things that I have done.
The words I have said.
I mean every single one of it.
I am no longer the former me.
And I am not the one that break promises.
Still I will be there by your side, your every call.
This is how much you mean to me.
I hate the feeling that I have right now Bitter- yet sweet.
But still I will shoulder on the responsibilities and move on.
Trust me, It's better this way.
I am fine... no worries.
He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss
But as happiness grow...
(To be continued)
Always ,
YOURS
Tuesday, September 23, 2008 ♥ Anniversary day (pre-celebrations) Part 2
Ok.. so choosing of the apples were kinda interesting.
Haha... =)
Walked to my Grandma's
hse and she... was like tensed.. Kinda pretty in a way...
haha (maybe it's just me).
haha. Went up... said hi.. and Aunt Alice was there! Ah... miscalculations... She was like... "Jackson!! AH! Who's this? Your friend? *Smiles*" Sat down and started to chit chat for
qutie some time... My grandma really knows how to shoot me... dang! In front of my
GF some more..
hai yo... Dear..you must be glad ah.. even she call me to learn from you... (
Dilact really quite bad). They clicked well... and
yeap that's good.. Mood was lighten by that much.
After the super
loooong shooting session + talk... decided to go to east coast for a nice stroll by the beach. Resumed to the plan of renting a bike but
haha ironically I didn't want to. So we just walked... till the stone gravel area and just sat there to look at the sea. Then she showed me the item that the queen(her mom) made for me. It was a silvery gift box. I was like shocked. Then the gift inside was a skinny tie. 2 colours...sliver and grey all in one tie. Ah...
Ok... i had to say.. I was moved a bit. I recognise and acknowledged the time spent and the thought of the gift. Dear... Thank you... really. =) I would take a pic of myself when I wear the tie.
Ok? Promise.
Sitting there and spending the time with her was really wonderful and yes it really did made my day when I kissed her (My hint kinda too obvious ah.. ). Her first kiss was kinda hilarious but I hope I did gave her a pleasant one.
*coughs*You did learn a lot during that time*coughs* Don't shy ah.. :P
Well... we kissed till the sun went down.. and till the stars shine brightly high up in the night sky.
It was all worth it. Spending the time in your arms with you by my side. And I meant every word I say. (Due to certain reasons I shall not blog whatever I say. This is to ensure my sincerity to her) =-)
Lastly... Went to Han's for a nice simple semi-fine dinner. Of course being the lady of the day how can i let her pay. Ate and had more time to spend with her and of course chatted like there was no
tml. After that sent her back to
bedok and had a nice
enjoyble ride on the bus back. I said something in
jap to her and she knew it!
CraP cover being blown wide open ah.......!!!
LOL... should have used something that was more hard for her to understand.... ah... But it was true, everything I said.
That was quite a day.
I will bear the consequences on my shoulders and move on.
Loving you with what I have.
Allowing you to
deserve what's
best.
I love you.
Always ,
YOURS
It was Sat and this was the pre-planned day for our lovely 1mth Celebrations.
Slept at 4 on friday. I know i know... I shouldn't have but I still managed to wake up at 8 in the morning.
Here is what the day was like for me.
Firstly, waking up with the little sleep that i have was nth. Wad made it worst was no msg... from her as of yet. Ok.. So i decide to just snooze for 30 mins more maybe she was on the way over to my place... So woke up at 8.30 again. Checked me phone.. .Nth... Ok.. maybe she woke up late... I was like ok... So 9... and so on and so fourth.. until... it was 11 plus... she told me that she just finish her breakfast with her mom and didn't bring her phone.. along.. I was like finally...she replieD! haha... Then mood went a bit down somemore when I ask where she was.
Her msg was.. :"Dear.. Queen doing something so might take some time before I can leave the house..."
Ok... there goes lunch with my grandma... and not to mention the morning cycling session that we were surpose to have.. but it was ok.. at least she replied. At 12:32 was told to eat my lunch... haha... and i did... finished it at 2 tho.. haha mum made quite a feast for me. Waiting and waiting... until it was 2 :10... she msg me that she was comming in an hour..and that the queen had made something for me. I was already.. expecting that.. but to made my plan fail..from the start.. ah... interesting.. she's the first....
Called esther and whined to her...about everything.. guess you could say I was emo'ing about this. Gosh.. I almost teared...due to the emo'ness... But still ... I knew that there was still a way to make this all turn out well. And yes, I went for that choice be.. it.. if it had to be me.. to endure this.
Went to pick her up at Bedok station and we were off to East coast park. Acutally more like marine cresent. Went to meet my Grandma first. Bought apples for her..and boy.. i noticed something new.. haha She can't choose apples! XD
Always ,
YOURS
This week was kinda.. in the planning week for the celebration of our lovely 1mth anniversary.. haha.
It was all planed out well. From start to end. I guess that was all I was aiming for just a simple outing, simple meeting with my grandma and a simple meal prepared by me to rap things up.
Did some cookies for her in the process as well. Gave her on wed. HAHA My new re-enhanced Ginger snaps. Rating from Ment was 7/10. Haha... all should go well. I guess.
Well I did this was not only to show my sincerity for her, but also would her to know that I would do anything just to please her and to show her a side that most people wouldn't get to see.
All in all.. I'm giving it my best and doing what I feel I should do.
Always ,
YOURS
Me and the Rabbit
*Twist*
Glowing Rabbit...
Other lantern show cases...
The girl that I fell in love with.
Us.
Always ,
YOURS
Friday, September 19, 2008 ♥ Updates - Sun to Fri's early morning
OK... seems like every one's waiting for a post that badly... sighs.. OK... fine.. blogging now...
Here goes...
On Sunday.. Went for a mid-Autumn date with my
GF. Brought her to the Chinese Gardens to sight see on the massive life size giant hello kitty lanterns. Wow.. tickets were like... "
Woot, 15$ a piece."
Lol.. well it didn't matter.. Loads of hello kitties.. My gosh.. like they didn't have any other themes to do. A mini carnival was also set up there.. man.. the rides... were... like old school.
HAHA Tokens and game stalls just didn't match.. Dang... Where's the darts stall when u need it.. i know you wanted the
nemo..
haha who ask you keep pulling me back... my luck varies... Interestingly, saw her GAY Jr... there... with another guy and not his
GF MY MY MY... Somehow... during that walk managed to like planned the route nicely and as for the timing was like 1 min off.. before the fireworks kicked in.
hahaha... Hope you enjoyed the fireworks fiesta Dear. =) Will post some photos when i get them... it seems my
GF a bit slow in sending..
hahah *coughs*Shy...ah... someone..*coughs*
Moving on... The week was quite normal.. with constant exercising
haha seems like i can do it..
haha no more phobia... or so it seems..
hahah shall test it out soon. Been chatting late at night with one of my
mei zi..
haha SHe's in Germany... my gosh...
haha...
Ritter SPot....
WHOORecent one...
Pay's coming
tml..
wHOO!
Sooo gona get you something nice dear..
haha wait and see how my random imagination can be. =)
I now await
SAT's arrival ...
haha So
gona make sure I spend quality time with ya to celebrate =P. I also wonder what my grandma would say...
hahaha Don't worry, she
speaks hokkien haha.
LAstly.. Next thus.. Wedding dinner
coming up from my Uncle Johnny's eldest Daughter (WHO?!). Well...
haha in the city( orchard) that means.. have to dress up... crap...!
Ah... heck.. shall see ... Drink...
erm.. i think you would kill me rite? Shall see...
cocktail recp... power... Oh well... Till then fellow readers... I shall update more days of my life in due time. Stay tune.. For a side of me you
neva seen before in the years you people know me. Adieu..
Always ,
YOURS
Saturday, September 13, 2008 ♥ Stuff
What's going on recently..? That's quite the question to ask.
Things are doing great with my girlfriend is you peeps wana know. Met quite a bunch of people.. on friday.. haha actually.. only.. 2 hahahaha Offically introduced her to Xt..hahaha well they met.. and yes.. the watch talked. hahah!!!!! Besides that... Went to shoot some balls and yeap... got this fine score here ... HAHA need more training!
Ok.. then on the way of sending my dear home.. met lena.. aah... HAHA YOu sure shocked her! hahaha...
Lastly.. MEt Si'en for the night. She's quite hurt... seems the damage done was quite serious.. aye... aye... Girl.. you can pull through this de. Remember, I ment wad i said. Get over this and you will know what's that special quality that you wanted to know. =) No worries... And.. neva put the barrier up again. I will be sad de. Last thing u should know.. I read your blog and amazingly... I teared. You must really... really... recover.. i dont want to see you in this state again....
Dear.. I home safely now.. so no worries... Will miss you in the up coming days.. Wish you a nice and warm mid-Autumn Festival... And await for something nice this weekend =)
Always ,
YOURS
Sunday, September 7, 2008 ♥ Sunday afternoon
Woah.. wad an interesting Sunday.
Woke up at 5 Am.. ok.. moving on. haha
The day's great.. got the best rest i ever got during the week. Work's been quit cruel to me. Got a total of like 4 long cuts on my arms (all healed) and the amt of paper cuts just keeps appearing... Blood lost is quite high but yea... the pain's nth. (except for those freaking paper cuts)
Tml's tough... stupid order of 120++ boxes... guess it's gona be a long long day.. tml.. Guys.. we will work till the sun goes down! Ush!
Slacking the sunday afternoon away... watching the anime shows that i've been missing out on the weeks.
Dear's hse seems lively with her mom's friend there. haha Hope you dont over tire yourself girl! Love ya <3
Lastly.. about 7 more days till this work is done! Next on... construction work.. hmm wonder if i can pull that off.. Seems most people really wonder why I am doing all this laborious work... The Answer is simple. It's not for the cash or anything. IT's the experience to endure hardship. Crazy as it sounds, yes... how many have actually endured countless tiring days with so many labour work to do. The modern person desires a desk job with working hours 9- 5 at least. And everything is computerized. Little is done moving ard. The famous lines "Get someone todo it". But how many would actually want to do it. All would shan't it like "Sai Kang" is not in their dictionary. Guess the society's like that. Sad case. However I shall slug on.. like a slug... Moving slowly.. forward.. I will do the hard odd jobs and I will push on. Cause I know.. that I will get a desk job in the end, But till then.. I don't want an easy life. A simple one will do.
Eileen - Dear..Loving u every Minute... <3
Hong - Hai yo... can de la make it grand kid! Haha YOur Wedding is a Must to attend =)
Si'en - Girl... u know I always there de so no worries... Cheer up ah... U have lots to upate me on. hahah Shall do something to ease your scar.. HOpe it works so look forward to it! =)
Van - Haha... cant find the stop button right... hahaha. Too bad... will change the song soon la.. when i get a right tune =) How's life there haha ? I will send u gift for christmas de.. don't worry.. hahaha
Xt - Hai yo... jealous right.. haha... How's piggy... still missing him? XD!!
Always ,
YOURS
Saturday, September 6, 2008 ♥ By popular demand
yes. yes. updating... hai yo...
Work's tough but i got off for today (5th sept) WHOO! Went to meet my dear and treated her for movie! Gave her a nice pretty pink red rose when i met her. HAHA Super touched to know that I was the first the give a flower... my gosh... what were her ex(s) thinking not giving a girl well deserve flowers... >.< Watched the show call "Wall E". Interesting as the show had little spoken lines by far for the movies this year.
Dinner followed after that and I gave her more gifts. HAHA 2 special Changi Airport Shot glasses. HAHA. Pre ordered them some more. Thanks Denise for ordering them for me.
Well got to head out to work later on. guess I 'll be pretty much tired to post any more entries.
That's all. Over and out!
Van - You sick sick girl. :P Tired la.. So will post less... haha. Don't worry at least she captured my heart with her actions. =)
Hong - Hai yo.. Brother! =) Steady la read my blog. haha No worries! You also must JIA YOU! I wana attend your wedding first! :P
Xt- Read la read.. Wait till your piggy post something nice for you. HAHA I definatly will tag!:P
Eileen - Dear, Rest well... don't want to see you coughing the next time i see ya.. got it?! Love ya <3
Always ,
YOURS
Tuesday, September 2, 2008 ♥ ♥ Thank You, My Dear ♥
Work was tough.. Quite tough.
Make Box. -> Pack box. -> Move box. -> Lift Box. -> Take box.
Then move on to eating.
Eat Rice -> Drink Soup -> Take Chicken -> Eat Chicken -> Eat Veggie -> Clean Bowl
(Now that's for lunch)
Eat Rice -> Drink Soup -> Take Fish -> Eat Fish -> Eat Veggie -> Clean Bowl
(That's Dinner)
So far.. that's work... 3 days passed, 11 more to go..
Everyday is such a tiring job... yet... I find strength in my mind to think about you... Waiting for your message is like the morale booster for me to push on. Is this reliance? It better be so. For the goal at the end of this job.
Your message is what makes my day.
Your voice is what drives me on.
And your smile to me
Makes it all worth
it.
Loving you everyday,
Every single minute...
You give me strength,
for the tiring day.
With just a smile
You brighten up my boring day.
♥ I Love you.♥
Always ,
YOURS
Monday, September 1, 2008 ♥
Sick again... ah...
Working to pack mooncakes now... ah... tiring.. but i will just slug through...
There is nothing left to say.
All I can do now is just to be that right one for you.
I am in love.
It's that simple.
I promise to love you everyday.
Allow me to have this simple romance.
And I will give you all my attention,
to the highest degree, and of the simplest sincerity.
Always ,
YOURS