Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ♥ Current status.
Sick sick sick is what's going on.
39 degrees for 3 days straight.
I so am in need of rest.
But when will it come,
when will it come...
Time for some self-reflection.
Time for some peace.
But sadly to sad I cant do that.
Because people are in need of me.
Ever wondered why I am the guy,
whose always there by your side.
At your every calling.
But Yet when the tables have turned.
And I am in need of your assistant.
Amazingly no one is there.
This shows only one thing.
You hope for others favor when you help.
And get disappointed when none is return.
What i need now izzn't care or concern.
It's basically TLC and not from anyone.
But i know that wont happen.
So thus i reside in my ever messy room.
Looking at the celling till it falls.
Not moving an inch,
Not taking any actions.
Just wasting time away.
Till this fever subsides.
Rabbit -> AKA Sand
Sick,
Tired,
Out of juice.
Always ,
YOURS
The day has past.
It's more then 2 mths now.
Hope you are still enjoying it as I am.
Loving you always.
Rabbit.
Always ,
YOURS
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 ♥ Brithday greetings
This post is for my girlfriend's mom.
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday Happy birthday,
Happy birthday to you.
Wishing you a pleasant and happy day
and that may your happiness be everlasting.
Rabbit.
Always ,
YOURS
Today's a kinda crapy day for me. Shall not say much cuz i really don't feel like saying anything about it. Shall "Swallow my unhappiness and channel it to useful energy"
Took some super long bus rides today. Heading to Jurong East for a simple lunch altho i wanted Do&Me.. Aye.. moving on. Then ate with Jia De. Haha.. dude i mean it man you better stay single as long as possible haha if you know what i mean. After some guy chat, started to make my way to collect my glasses. So i decided to take 66 all the way back to bedok.
Ride was pretty long. With my mp3 blasting in my ears... A song of remembrance stuck me when it play. Guess it's a long time since i heard that song. Here's a line from it : "So open up mind, and close your eyes... Take another look on the other side.". Aye. Suddenly another line came to my mind when that was sung. "Sometimes taking long bus rides makes one think a lot more." Dang.. of all times.. and of all lines it had to be that... The worst thing was when it reach Serangoon area it rained a bit. And another line came into my mind. "Somepeople just walk in the rain, but others just get wet." I kinda shock myself with that. Then the next owning line came to my head. " Did you know, Walking in the rain hides aways the tears? " I went dots.. after that hit my head.
Guess.. the ride really made my day felt worst.
Reach bedok after like 2 hrs of bus rides (didn't know that it was that long.. maybe it was the traffic....) Went to take 17 and continued the journey to collect my glasses.. Reach Tam in 20 mins and then collected my New red Glasses! Headed home.. but i still think my right eye has a problem... aye aye.
Last thing that i would like to blog would be to let u people know that my 9387 XXXX no. is currently down... Using another no for the time being.. Tag to let me know if u need my other no.
Till the next post... Adieu.
No one plans to fail,
however we plan for failures.
It's so not me...
Where did I go...
Aye aye.
Adieu.
Making you smile and laugh,
Making you feel loved and shy,
What more could I ask for.
=)
Always ,
YOURS
Monday, October 20, 2008 ♥
Time to blog again.
Haha... now I'm in my sch's board game room slacking my time away. ... this is the fate of Mon... Having 8 o'clock lesson and ending so early.... Haiz... maybe i shouldn't do the pract lab that fast. Quiz also do finish le... sad... 3 hour break has it's toll. Lab later is gona be a killer. EIGRP ... routing protocols.. Aye... aye..
Time to update as well. The week was kinda cool. First week was tough, competetive and also quite shocking... Sch's kinda got into everyone's head.. final sem doing well.. and yada yada yada... Guess it's norm for me to be doing my best.. Must take a note for my self... Not to outshine or shine... Might result in being target by higher ups and be taken out of the game at such an early stage.
Weekends was fun... and also a shocker.. Went out with my GF's mom and her. Celebration for her mom's birthday. Quite a shocker... as... normally her previous ex in a sense neva really celebrated her birthday "as in together". Ah... >.<
Went to Ding Tai Feng... to have dinner... ah.. Xiao long pao..... FTW! HAHa.. and fried rice... ah.. nice... hahaha So now on if you dont eat finish every grain i will have more pimples.. haha.. also first time i see you being shoot down by your mom! haha... cool... haha... Face also red hor... haha aWW don't shy ... haha Cute des! hahahaha
Then went to K box. Ah... Die.... Voice cui! DAng... haha at least my english songs all can make it.. chinese.. wise.. hmm best left unsaid.. haha... Her mom's good... haha old classics...hahaha I .. like.. hahaa Must have been my mom spam old old songs when i was young. HAHA... Had durian cake for the first time... interesting..ah... hahaha... Quite unique.... hahah
Now it's raining out side with thunder raging on. HAha.. once again i am still in the board game room slacking the hours away... Haiz... shall say until here... replies for tags and concerns will be updated at a later date. Till then.. . without a sound, without a trace I bid adieu..
Always ,
YOURS
Thursday, October 16, 2008 ♥ Thoughts til date
Van... Hope you are alrite ok cubbie crazy sick girl..leave me a message ya?.. See you are first in the thoughts list...honoured?
Moving on... Loads of stuff happen. Firstly gona keep in short. Well i had 2 god-sis (the bro-sis type of relation ones) but now it seems that it's down to just 1. Gloria haha. The main thing to note here is... When was I not serious... All i can say is if i ever did anything wrong, anything.. please tell me. I admit I was late for that outing. No excuses that i know could change the fact that i was late. But i hope i did make it up to you 2 that day. But since all this has happened I choose to be the coward one and do nothing to save it. If this is the critical factor, I am deeply.. sorry. Maybe just maybe I was not alert enough or should i say i was not strong and brave enough? Haiz..
Sch's kinda stress as all of us really didn't touch the router for like 6 mths +++ dang... later on today.. i have more pract labs.. and yet my file of notes is lost... haha tml's lab would be interesting..haha Shafiq and vincent...haha Buckle up... and keep up... if not.. haha.. i shall...
to be continued.. sleepy ah.. end here...
Always ,
YOURS
Sunday, October 12, 2008 ♥ Stuff over the week
The week was kinda ok.. with me blacking out once.. haha.. wow that sure neva happen in a long long time now.. 2 years perhaps..?
Well moving on this post won't be a long one as I not really going to type a lot.
Sch's starting tml... i wonder if everything would be alrite. I am in E4... quite shocker... kao.. Danny, Jie De and Moi Moi PS ... E3 .. kao. The team that i hoped I would be in would be interesting. At least i still have them for IS haha... Core mods this sem are kinda hard... and it will be quite tough without a good team. I wonder who could i form a team with..this sem.. I might even fly solo.... Dang.. Being someones student is really... hard.. haha... Have to live up to the GPA 3.64... standard... sianz when i cant even break 3.5.... haiz. (Wan ling- haha sad rite I not as high as you)
Moving on.. Went out with my gf on the normal days... haha seems like i can make her laugh non-stop over the slightest things.. haha =) Happy. Also The song that i trained for her is finally finished! haha.. Rated 8 wor... hahah Die.. now to do it with a mic. hahah. Dont worry... i think the queen will have a good celebration, so dont worry too much. Your planning wont go to waste de JIA YOU!
Sat - Went to ECP (east coast park) . Nice weather and all and my the sun was shinning super bright. First Time i came back looking like a red lobster. Motivated my gf to cycle all the way to changi beach. hahaha FIERCE! YOu did it on gear 6 .... I am super touched. ='-) I shall train also.. till i can cycle with that gear!
Then went to PP (parkway parade) for lunch at MOS. UBer cold air-con. Like always.. hahaha Then pop the news of heading over to my JR place for dinner. SHe freaked out really. haha so... rare to see her like that. Maybe that's why... haha oh well.. WEnt to shop a bit for her top but in the end i ended up buying a polo T first.. hahah SLow la dear.. haha And ... really it's ok.. I don't find shopping with you a pain, But i do feel that you really should get some brighter colours ok...?
Then we went back to my place to rest and change. Usual room usual mess. =)
Took out me hairband again.. haiz hate my hair.. time to cut... She laughed of course who wouldn't.. anyways..streamed "Hot shot" for her and let her watch... And i cant believe that my gf would *censored*. That really shocked me. haha (this line seems sooo wrong)
WEll... she said we were late but we weren't ...haha so.. we made our way over... HAHA SUPER SHOCKER of the night... I became his dad's god son.. Jilat...STRESS ...and dear.. got to see me being shoot till no face + no where to hide.. aye .. aye...
Even tho how bad I was shot at the dinner table.. At least I still could see her smile. She laughed for quite a while too.. and then when we left. . . she told me she had not had such a dinner for a long long time.. For once.. I was shy.. touched .. and happy... i didn't think she saw that but.. haha at least if you are reading it now... >.<
LAstly.. the hardest thing that i could not say with such natural composure and ease was " Because I love you". You have taught me a well deserve lesson God-dad(in chinese sounds nicer). I will improve.
Dear - Making you smile always, Your royal pet, Your dearest, Your Rabbit.
Esther - Don't smoke sooo much le la... Hai yo... Jie mei sad... =(
Hong - Shy sia someone..kao never help me also... Gr.. :P
Shao Ming - Dude.. please... study hard... Dont go play game le la.. and .. study right as well... MY Disciple for SS and History.. cannot get too low hor!
Si'en - Sunshine... Sand really always under your feet, lurking in the shadows. Will support when needed and will hide when it's not needed. Don't worry you wont say that 2 words eight letters de cuz i know u cant think of it :P
Always ,
YOURS
Monday, October 6, 2008 ♥ Replies
Van - I updated. Sorry will type more soon.
Esther -Please stop smoking so much.. I am pretty much sure there are other ways to get out of the office...
Sunshine - Girl.. 我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有 为你而流.
My dearest Eileen -没想走 你好像说过 你和我 会不会有以后. It seems we are creating that. Love you always.
Always ,
YOURS
First "Act cute picture".
Lovely times.
Always ,
YOURS