Tuesday, March 31, 2009 ♥ As time goes by.
I feel that I'm an on looker these days.
Looking at things from a different point of view.
But sad to say.. there are things which i should look from only my view and not others.
I wonder if i can broaden my thinking and think if many more ways, ways in which i never seem to see that existed.
But now maybe swayed with unstable feelings my point of critical thinking has been failing me.
I really wonder... if you really understand me.. (knowing that these thoughts are bad).
But on a serious note.. How many do really know the true me..
I 've played my cards well enough to hide myself.
But only a handful can see through my masks.
I really need to be stronger emotionally, spiritually, and also bodily.
I lead a simple simple and once again simple life....
Always ,
YOURS
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ♥ The day I gave up being me.
Whatever i do seems to bring you uncertainty.
Whatever I say brings you doubt.
Everything is my fault.
Seems that no matter how hard you please someone,
How hard you pour out your feelings to someone else,
all is for naught. [ You just get hung out to dry ]
All seems inevitable,
I have to give up my personal interest and well being.
For when I want something in my interest,
I have to think for others.
When I think for others, I forgo my interest.
Don't worry I still be me in the flesh.
Date: March 10 2009
Description : The day I gave up on being me.
Always ,
YOURS
Sunday, March 8, 2009 ♥ .................................
I don't know what to believe anymore...
Always ,
YOURS