Name : Jackson Tay
Age : 19
Brithday : 02 March 1989
Status : Attached
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♥Girlfriend - Eileen
Best Buddy - Clement
Special - Si'en (Sunshine)
Jie Mei - Xin Ting
Jie Mei - Esther
Jie Mei - Elim
Brothers - Mark , Joseph , Kai Wei , Min Hong , Johnathan , Jason , Shafiq , Vincent
Monday, May 19, 2008 ♥ Act IV
Well, it's been a long time since post something. Sorry about that. Well the week was fine.. with eveything going quite well for work.Basically had to attend really a lot of meetings. Most of them quite technical and quite long. Man... it's like million dollars projects takes a huge chunk of planning but yet the procedues are technical?! Well i am gona just leave that to the experts man... Asc Tables... crap... Why would they do checksums... with just a random example.. weird! Haiz what to do.. Hope i get a solid project soon.. When the contractors get back with that flow chart.... SOP ---> must make it so zhai that i will leave my in charge speechless! Went to a pulping company on fri!
SWEE man... that place destructs confi doccuments. Best of all got like 3/4 of the day off.. haha Life is definately... wonderful. Haha Sry eileen couldn't post all this on thus might have to start a new trend on when i post ba. HAHA . Pink Princess aah.. PS us on fri... wa lau.... GEt WeLl ya?! kns.. stressing up is bad for the body ...
Friday - Went to MS AGAIN! haha... Eileen u power la... ok ... i know u wanted to eat at fins hahaha... aww... well ... haha there's always a next time. Sorry for making you wait at the GV... u really never tell me what time to meet u ma... I made you Wait (x3) so.. will make up to umy the round round thing. *coughs* Flyer*coughs* Ended up eating at Just Noodles.. haha THey have free flow of ice cream now! haha prices has gone up there to like 7.50 a set... with the cheapest at 5.90... but still it's good! HAHA LEPAK place from now on... ice cream festa! Hai.. Now that dear princess knows a lot about me... which is either good or bad... If only... "He" is not in the picture... Wow sounds wrong... haha anyhow... but i still regrad him as a friend la.. Sometimes... forgive and move on is the best policy..
It was a super emo day on sat! and it began after friday's 12 midnight!Haiz.. Chest pains... since thus... everything started to become emo'ish.. haiz ... A year has passed... and many things had happen. Why the chest pain one might ask.. well having recovered from TB is kinda good and something to be proud of when your at stage 3... but... the feeling of me getting it again is just way too much... my chest really hurt.... i mean to the point that breathing was a difficulty... really... panting away on my bed... unable to turn left or right... right chest stings like hell.... what... went wrong... i wouldn't know... all i know is... I actually afraid that i might just pass out... and not see the sunrise again... so that's why on fri.. i went to the beach and await for a sunrise...
In the end could't see...one... emoed even more... went off from the beach to my friend's shop to get a white rose for my other friend. Headed off to CCK to vist my friend's grave. A year... A long hard year... Tribute to my friend... sat there with a bottle of wine... drank.. it with him... and chatted or rather talked to myself... for like the entire morning... said my condolences to his family... then went back to east coast beach... The sight of the accident has really burnt itself into my eyes... i wont say i will forget that day but i will say... that i will soon.. let it be in my memories forever. Stayed at the beach for the rest of the afternoon... Thinking through what my life is about and how my future will be like... Prayed and prayed... that i wont get the illness... i mustn't have... I can't be a burden again... Dang! it's sooooo not me!!! aRGH can't believe i am blog about this!BAH!
A very big thank you goes to mark.. thanks for calling me out on that weak weak evening.. altho i bleed due to siao... but its ok... Let's see if she slaps me ya? haha i make sure she kisses the floor. Thanks man... touched that u went to pei me ... applaudes
BUT HOWEVER YOU MADE ME WALK BACK AND FORTH WITH MY WEAK LUNGS JUST TO TAKE YOUR PHONE BACK.. PLUS PUTTING MY LIFE IN MORE DANGER WHEN SIAO IS THERE. BAH!OTHER THEN THAT.... yea... it was good ... even walked all the way back... steady man .. you.. and my tie is still with u... baka!
Haiz there are more that i would like to say... but i just cant.. the stuff that i want to do i can't, why... because people dont want me to do.. the things that i want to buy also cant... why... because i am surpose to like the one not spending $$ ... wad the... Also when i want to just let my heart cry out.. also cant why... casue u people keep telling me not to emo... Conclusion...
I shall be emotionless. That settles everything rite..
My friend, the fates are cruelThere are no dreams, no honor remainsThe arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeanceHath endured torment, to find the end of the journeyIn my own salvationAnd your eternal slumber
Legend shall speakOf sacrifice at world’s endThe wind sails over the water’s surfaceQuietly, but surelyFreezing of my heart and emotions.
Always ,
YOURS