Name : Jackson Tay
Age : 19
Brithday : 02 March 1989
Status : Attached
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Tuesday, May 6, 2008 ♥ Prolouge
Zero... looks like it's the new era now. Skins are what that matter now these days... A BIG BIG THANK YOU goes to the two princesses that help to get this blog up. Really... Thank You ! (bows)Now for the first post.... Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess.We seek it thus, and take it to the sky.Ripples form on the water’s surface.The wandering soul knows no rest.It's been a while since I when star gazing. Feel like doing that again. It's been really a super long time since I did the stuff that I want to do. Why do i feel that way now? Simple.. Too many things has happen throughout this year. I think what shock most of you people is that I am actually blogging. Can't believe that it has engulfed me completely. Some might say that I am not in the right mind while others say that I am no longer the old me. In truth, the fact is I ain't me anymore. No longer the old Jackson that was kinda carefree and "guai" to a certain extend. Been through too many things and have now reached the stage where it's not that simple anymore.What I want to do, I would normally do. But now I can't. I have to think for others, spare most of my thoughts so that the outcome could be a happy one. I am super tired of doing all this but I know i can't stop doing this. Should the pillar falls, all that is above the support of it falls with it. I know that I may have crossed some lines which I have drawn and I am quite guilty stricken about that. It seems i am becoming like a coward fearing this and that. Who knows.. I might even have IPS and i still cant get rid of it. Been through a lot for the past 6 months with things that i could blog on for a while... but for now .. it seems that I have a role to play. But I will state this clearly once and for all. I will protect those that are dear and precious to me. With great force I would strike down on those that would cause harm to those love ones. Although I am sick and tired of being the one that knows information last, I will stay true to my word and YES people will try, but I Do. What I want to say now would most probably be :I am really out of energy, and i need someone or someplace to re-charge my energy.Lord I know your the only one who can fill my soul, but is there that special someone that I could turn to on this mortally world for rest and love... Sometimes anger engulfs me while other times I ponder why things would have turn out this way even with me trying to prevent most of it from happening. God ... Have i not done enough... or have I failed you.... I need to know... what must be done... so as such will not happen to my love ones...Please... Say it isn't so..Zero...
Always ,
YOURS