Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's gonna to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment, maybe sing with me
All - ah peaceful melody
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This is out fate, I'm yours

Name : Jackson Tay
Age : 19
Brithday : 02 March 1989
Status : Attached


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♥Girlfriend - Eileen
Best Buddy - Clement
Special - Si'en (Sunshine)
Jie Mei - Xin Ting
Jie Mei - Esther
Jie Mei - Elim
Brothers - Mark , Joseph , Kai Wei , Min Hong , Johnathan , Jason , Shafiq , Vincent

Well well well... Haha looks like it's hard for me to post everyday. Haha! Ok the Past 3 days hve reallys been a super life sucker. My body has taken the toll of work ,stress and tireness. But.. i shall not allow myself tofall ill again!

Firstly, Thursday was kinda a weird day, work was normal and enjoying the attachment life! Haha THANK YOU soooo much man Fidaus! Should u ever read this post this line applies to you! Just lay down and die man!(Referring to bleach 4 characters) Oh oh oh... Look out in the month of may dudes. I am getting a brand new watch somehow somewhere and its soon when the allowance from the attachment kicks in! Fidaus remember ah.. intro me good stuff man! XD Later on in the night .... well couple of people msg me. Firstly was my juniors haha Supper! whoooo yea... prata for the win! Besides that the 2 princess also did sms me , Si'en as well. Well En was trying to settle her problem i guess but why bugis ... hmmm i wonder.. haha Well anyways yeap told her that should anything happen i would rush down. i know all of you would think why would i waste time on her.. well to say or not it's up to me.. but so far i think only Eileen knows the real reason why if she remembers hahaha But point to note.. I am not courting her please get it straight u peeps! If i ever do, i will inform you ... but now the answer is NO. With that nicely cleared up... Spoke to esther over the phone hahaha KNS You made me drewl girl... It's WRONG! Wa lau and why would i actually confide stuff with u hmm... anyways... SHHH hahaha The agreement of table 5! Table 5 for the win! Oh ya Eileen msged as well saying of a meeting on friday. haha weird man!

Friday came and go like the wind only that stuff tagged along with it. I WAS EARLY FOR WORK ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT I DIDN'T BRING MY FREAKING LAPTOP ADAPTOR! rushed home to take it but yet..... haha wasted 1hr and 20 mins hahaha.... weird day... work was normal.... my covering supervisor didn't come in today.. so yeap... slacked BIG time...hahaha Report for my internship is comming up and i hope i do a good job.... 40 pages... ArGh... T.T Chated with Eileen on msn... haha first time in a while that i went out for an outing. Totally no idea how to plan such stuff le... AND TO YOU PEEPS ITS ONLY AN OUTING! NOT A DATE! ARGH>.... Yes... caught a movie What happens in Vegas...haha not bad... and yes it did cheer me up... princess... Hope it wasn't that bad for u as well. But not bad ah... Eileen... sneaky sia.... anyhow touch touch..ah.. haha later that guy's girlfriend come settle it with u hahah!!! AWWWWWWW XD!!!! After the movie.. really wanted to eat at Fin's!!! Haiz the place should have more seats on the in side man.... like seriously... NVM there will be another time girl...Ended up eating at HK cafe.. Chatted with her for quite sometime.. Well basically we spoke on some matters concerning us... as wrong as this may seem ITs not wad you people think! Yea... after that it was off home ... or so it seems....

Basically received a msg after that... saying that "she" needed to meet me asap... I of cuz found it weird why... she would suddenly want to meet me after all that has already happened... And the point is... It was settled Wasn't it?! Fine... didn't want myself to regret and so i went to meet "her". At first... it was to just to clarify some unfinished stuff (wad the hell man... i said whatever there is to le... and she wasn't listening?! -.-") The worst thing was that it was sooo late... and when it was done.. she asked if I could walk her back. Since it was that late...fine... walk her back... for the last time... (How the hell that I know this was the trap.... shit...). Reached her place... only to find that her mother was downstairs waiting for her... She invited me up... but i refused... but went on saying : Come up la! There are a lot of stuff we need to ask u about. Don't worry later we get uncle to drive u home. Wad the hell man... If i was as clear as I was now, i wouldn't have gone up. Stupid me! Sat down at the living and talked to both her parents.. ARGH it was tough... so i requested that she wasn't there to hear any of the incidents. I really let my mind loose.. and told them everything from start to end. Of cuz I myself received Rude remarks.. here and there but WTH Saying that I shouldn't have done anything to keep their daughter safe?! What kind of parents are u people! If you people dont want the responsibility of taking the fall for her who will... I didn't ask for anything from you people. So there wasn't a need for you to say that wad I did for her we wont compensate. After leting my mind losse I demanded to leave and YES was finally out of that hse. She came chasing after i reached the park.. wth... Like go back la... come after me for wad girl... -.- No link! Said words to me that sounded so sweet but carried wrong intentions inside them.

That was it... altho i didn't describe everything that was the juice of it. I just want to be left alone by her... is it so much to ask for... I am not the man in her life.. HE is... so go to him... not me... what ever i did for you , you didn't treasure or respected it , so wad's the point of regreting it now.2 years girl... 2 years... the blood i shed.... the scars i have and the countless nights of worrying for you... is all gone... so let it just stay in your memories while I just fade out of your life...

Went to my junior's place to crash... played games the whole night just to numb myself.. from feeling so so broken... Well that's all that happened during these 3 days.. A long sunday is ahead... Thank you lord for keeping me safe and sound all these while and yes i will abide in your words... come monday... it's gona be hectic again.. Till then... Godspeed!

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul...
Pride is lost.
Wings stripped away,
The end is nigh..

Always , YOURS

CLOSE ONES.
Esther
Eileen
Lena Ng
Si'en
Xin Ting
Van Tan

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