Name : Jackson Tay
Age : 19
Brithday : 02 March 1989
Status : Attached
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♥Girlfriend - Eileen
Best Buddy - Clement
Special - Si'en (Sunshine)
Jie Mei - Xin Ting
Jie Mei - Esther
Jie Mei - Elim
Brothers - Mark , Joseph , Kai Wei , Min Hong , Johnathan , Jason , Shafiq , Vincent
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 ♥ After all this time....
The days that past, the events that went on, the things that happen... Many things left unsaid, many things left undone. Sometimes i wonder... are these all really happening. If so... why around me.
Sch's quite happening with all the things going ard. Groups come by and go so do people. WISP went well with assignment 1. A for that. LAb test for AR is like gone case... but with moderation i will get at least B + i think. Now WLT is like 17 hours away and nothin can get into my head. I wasted away 1 day by just slp it off. Why... aye... Simple.. I have stuff on my mind.
Really... what do i want from a girl. Most people want that special someone to be at their expectations and also there are those that ppl want to live up to their criteria. But somehow, even though i ask nothing at the start, i still changed to what i see fit to be with you. Sometimes i really wonder to myself... I 've gotten into this relationship because I have feelings for you. And I'm sure I 've gotten more and more attached to you. But to not spend impt dates and days with you is something I am strongly against. Being unable to hold your bag, send you home, and spend quality time is really ripping my heart to pieces.
How long would our love last?Putting that aside, I dont really want to talk much now. Study is what I need to do but yet my mind is clouded by these matters of the heart. I really need someone to pull me through these.
I really need you...There are those that would like to command a team but fail in thinking every possible outcome. Reflection is what he needs to do i guess. Teaming up with the ones you trust also needs some training. Nothing is absolute and nothing is written in stone.
And I don't want to lose you...I 've been gyming and now my current weight is 56.7 . 1.7 kg of muscles. Yet its not enough. MY blades are still weak and injured. My health is still weak. Yet I will try to be that strong me of the past. I really think I am no longer the Me that I would like to be. Wrong ideas, Wrong think, Lack of control, Lack of motivation, the inability to change to the one that i grew up to be. If being myself is not what is required, I just fade into the failing light. Without a sound, Without a trace making sure I won't affect your life.
My heart cries out...I really want to spend
The special days with you.
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Always ,
YOURS