Name : Jackson Tay
Age : 19
Brithday : 02 March 1989
Status : Attached
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Friday, December 19, 2008 ♥ My Voice, My thoughts, My feelings
This has gone too far, too off and too wrong. So i go the freaking plumbing problem fix. Solve the neighbor dispute of the leaking celling. Contacted HDB and screw them up. And now you freaking say that I go let them change the bloody stuff in the freaking house. PLEASE! Look at your freaking self. You think you bloody dam hell can go on early retirement with that freaking plan of yours? NO FUCKING WAY!
NO ONE GIVES A FUCK about anything in the freaking house? Fine so i took time off, didn't meet firends, didn't go back to sch, didn't continue doing the project at hand all for this. And yet you don't give a shit and only come in to whine on the problem after IT's DONE??? WHAT THE FUCK!
Firstly you dont give a dam about this family, You stop working why? Cause you couldn't be bothered about getting another job. You thought that you could have life easy now.. Think you work hard and all that. BUT GET IT STRAIGHT, YOU ARE NOT THAT FREAKING BIG. Smoke away all your $$$ thinking its infinite is it. THINK AGAIN. You cant even look at people straight in the face.
This shows me only one thing. No one cares. No one.
With a family that shows no signs of love, care , concern, what else is there to do? Certs certs certs.... thats all they want. Everything falls back onto the same line.
Life is not about the things you want.
It's about how you give others what they want.
Now my sis is back trying to be smart by calling the HDB again without even asking my view or status of our kitchen. So you care now a bit too late ah. Same thing. I'm not even noticeable. great so views are not respected. right.... Fine.... I not going to step out anymore. You people can just screw yourselfs and then try to unscrew.
1 day without eating, 1 night without sleep. Tell me please when can i rest. Just how much more can I take ? I really wonder. I said once that I was better in the shadows, Now I am out in the light it hurts, it really do.
Maybe just maybe I wasn't meant to be.
Always ,
YOURS